Sunday, July 12, 2009
There's always an answer I've been trying to figure out for a really long time. what is love??
i ask myself this all the time, yes i have been hurt many times in a relationship, but i never been hurt this bad before.
I wonder is that what love is? putting yourself in pain and sorrow? Is there happiness ??
I really need an answer.
People say love is like a fairytale, it comes and goes. Once a fairytale ended a new tale will come along,it never has an ending.
Does that mean love lasts forever?
From my point of view i don't think it does, nothing last forever.
I got told by someone that means alot to me and till now he still is .. he said nothing lasts forever but theres nothing that means it last forever.
Is it true that i must have nothing for something to last forever?
I wonder now and then, my heart has never been so shattered before and it never been so crushed, till now i still feel all the pain it gave me but i never wanted this to happen ..
i want to feel the happiness i use to have .. but why does it seem so hard?
avoid it may help? but no matter how much i avoid it .. i cannot hide the truth.
Is loving some meaning you have put your happiness into it?
i have experience something i think is what you call love.
love may give you happiness and sorrow, i never thought of ending my love to him .. but i cannot hide from it .. no matter how much love is .. i want him to be happy ..
seeing him with me and always upset .. i feel sad myself .. i made a bad decision but it was worth it .. cause now hes happier then ever ..
i risk the one i love so much and let it go just like a river flowing into a long stream ..
i was never happy once after her .. but i just want him to be happy and therefore im acting as if hes nothing to me
but the truth cannot be told and all i can say is
i still love you
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12:34 AM
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I haven't been blogger for a while now, so here i am, back.
I was going through all my emails today, deleting 1226 emails
and there it was, a poem called 'slow dance'
and here it is.
SLOW DANCE
Have you ever watched kidsOn a merry-go-round?
Or listened to the rainSlapping on the ground?
Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight?
Or gazed at the sun into the fading night?
You better slow down.
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.The music won't last.
Do you run through each dayOn the fly?
When you ask How are you?
Do you hear the reply?
When the day is done
Do you lie in your bed
With the next hundred choresRunning through your head?
You'd better slow downDon't dance so fast.
Time is short.The music won't last.
Ever told your child,We'll do it tomorrow?
And in your haste,Not see hissorrow?
Ever lost touch,Let a good friendship dieCause you never had time
To call and say,'Hi'
You'd better slow down.Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.The music won't last.
When you run so fast to get somewhere
You miss half the fun of getting there.
When you worry and hurry through your day,
It is like an unopened gift....Thrown away.
Life is not a race.
Do take it slower
Hear the music
Before the song is over
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12:30 AM
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